Friday, May 02, 2008

Out of the dark

Hear the voice from deep inside
Its the call of your heart
Close your eyes and your will find
The way out of the dark

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Touch Me There

The nights are cool and the music fills me, touches my soul. I close my eyes and remember what it’s like kissing you. The softness, the wetness, the openness how I’m drawn to inside. I weaken, soften, melt to the embrace of your lips. I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. I tremble within.

You’re always there in my dreams. And even when we part it remains.
Touch me there until the end of time…


Touch me there
(Sung by: Total Touch)

Kiss
Kiss

Heyeyey, yeah, heyey
(Forever)
Heyeyey, yeah, hey
(Tonight we’ll fly to heaven)

One time we had the best by your smile
Free me from rules for only one night
Desirable as you are
Tryin’ to keep myself in line

Although your movement feels so right
Keep my glory high

Touch me here, baby, won’t you kiss me there?
Let’s dance away forever
I like the way you’re groovin’ like you just don’t care
Tonight we’ll fly to heaven

Caress my body and my soul
I need to take care of, I’m just a little girl
Not asking for a razorfaced lover
Don’t make me scared, don’t push me into your arms

I’ll find me softly your affection
Bring it to me

Touch me here, baby, won’t you kiss me there?
Let’s dance away forever
I like the way you’re groovin’ like you just don’t care
Tonight we’ll fly to heaven

You’re such an oversacrificed boy
I never thought that it would matter to me
And even when I try to keep my distance
I see your eyes ligthnin’, my face starts to glow

Your power makes me feel so shy
Keep my glory high

Touch me here, baby, won’t you kiss me there?
Let’s dance away forever
I like the way you’re groovin’ like you just don’t care
Tonight we’ll fly to heaven

Kiss
Mmm, mmm, kiss
Oho yeah

Ooohooohooo
Oh, oh

I’ll find me softly your affection
You gotta bring it to me
Your power makes me feel so shy, shy, shy, oooh!
Keep my glory high, keep my glory high!

(Touch me here, baby, won’t you kiss me there?)
Baby, tonight (Forever)
I like the way you’re groovin’ like you just don’t care
Tonight we’ll fly to heaven

I said (Touch me here) Touch me, baby (Baby, won’t you kiss me there?)
Dance away forever
I like the way you’re groovin’, yeah
(Tonight) Baby, (We’ll fly to heaven), tonight, oh!

(Touch me here, baby, won’t you kiss me there?)
Won’t you kiss me there? (Forever)
Forever, forever
(Tonight we’ll fly to heaven)

Friday, April 18, 2008

La Solitudine (The Loneliness)


I lost a love, I met a new one
There is a pain in my heart that never will leave
There is love in my heart that never will leave

I’m sad but I’m happy, I dance but I’m crying
I want to thorn my heart out of my chest
I want to laugh till the tears roll over my cheeks

Life is such a good thing but sometimes it’s too hard to live.
Some day you will understand..

“Love means never having to say you’re sorry”

(the Love Story movie)



La Solitudine
(Sung by: Laura Pausini)

marco se n’è andato e non ritorna più
e il treno delle 7:30 senza lui
è un cuore di metallo senza l’anima
nel freddo del mattino grigio di città
a scuola il banco è vuoto, marco è dentro me
è dolce il suo respiro fra i pensieri miei
distanze enormi sembrano dividerci
ma il cuore batte forte dentro me

chissà se tu mi penserai
se con i tuoi non parli mai
se ti nascondi come me
sfuggi gli sguardi e te ne stai
rinchiuso in camera e non vuoi mangiare
stringi forte a te il cuscino
piangi e non lo sai quanto altro male ti farà la solitudine

marco nel mio diario ho una fotografia
hai gli occhi di bambino un poco timido
la stringo forte al cuore e sento che ci sei
fra i compiti d’inglese e matematica
tuo padre e i suoi consigli che monotonia
lui con il suo lavoro ti ha portato via
di certo il tuo parere non l’ha chiesto mai
ha detto “un giorno tu mi capirai”

chissà se tu mi penserai
se con gli amici parlerai
per non soffrire più per me
ma non è facile lo sai
a scuola non ne posso più
e i pomeriggi senza te
studiare è inutile tutte le idee si affollano su te
non è possibile dividere la vita di noi due
ti prego aspettami amore mio...
ma illuderti non so!

la solitudine fra noi
questo silenzio dentro me
è l’inquietudine di vivere la vita senza te
ti prego aspettami perché
non posso stare senza te
non è possibile dividere la storia di noi due

la solitudine fra noi
questo silenzio dentro me
è l’inquietudine di vivere la vita senza te
ti prego aspettami perché
non posso stare senza te
non è possibile dividere la storia di noi due
la solitudine

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Shot of A Gun


I know it seems like a million years ago we have been met, but it wasn’t. Maybe you’re over it. Maybe it doesn’t mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did.

But it meant a lot to me. You still do mean a lot to me.

Would the heartache ever heal? Is it leaving you behind?
You must remember this..

“There’s nothing left to miss if you keep it locked inside..”


Shot of A Gun
(Sung by: Kane)

Tell me how you feel
Did the heartache ever heal?
Is it leaving you behind?
You must remember this
There is nothing left to miss
If you keep it locked inside

Walk in the sunlight tonight,
Pretend that it’s all right tonight
Walk in the sunlight
Yeah!

It feels like the shot of a gun
You got knocked down but you
You walk away from it
It feels like the shot of a gun

Remember long ago
All the things we didn’t know
You were feeling so alive
It seems like all those days
Young and vanished in the haze
But I’m still here tonight

Walk in the sunlight tonight,
Pretend that it’s all right tonight
Walk in the sunlight

It feels like the shot of a gun
You got knocked down but you
You walk away from it
It feels like the shot of a gun
And now it’s down
You get away with it
It feels like the shot of a gun
You walk away from it
You walk away from it

It feels like the shot of a gun
You got knocked down but you
You walk away from it
It feels like the shot of a gun
And now it’s down
You get away with it
It feels like the shot of a gun
You walk away from it
It feels like the shot of a gun

Monday, March 24, 2008

Love me like you’ll never see me again

To everyone who takes love, life and friendship for granted. Its a gentle reminder to love them as much as you can while you still have them. To hold that person like if it is the last time you may see that person which true your not garanteed another day. To promise that person that that today is all we have and to say I love you instead of words we’ll regret or soon forget when day is done....


Like you’ll never see me again
(sung by: Alicia Keys)

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it

That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it

That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

Monday, January 21, 2008

Stars


Wishing and dreaming of a love so warm, and as bright as the star we both see?


Stars
(Sung by: Simply Red)

Anyone who ever held you
Would tell you the way I’m feeling
Anyone who ever wanted you
Would try to tell you what I feel inside
The only thing I ever wanted
Was the feeling that you ain’t faking
The only one you ever thought about
Wait a minute can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

For the man who tried to hurt you
He’s explaining the way I’m feeling
For all the jealousy I caused you
States the reason why I’m trying to hide
As for all the things you taught me
It sends my future into clearer dimensions
You’ll never know how much you hurt me
Stay a minute can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

Too many hearts are broken
A lover’s promise never came with a maybe
So many words are left unspoken
The silent voices are driving me crazy
As for all the pain you caused me
Making up could never be your intention
You’ll never know how much you hurt me
Stay can't you see that I

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I, I feel you
I hope you comprehend

Monday, January 14, 2008

Cry For You


Months have been lost but can never be replaced, but my thoughts are with you. Tell me what you wanna do? The way you want me. You know we can’t go on, living like we do.

All you ever do is letting the hurt crawl up inside.
No need to cry...



Cry For You
(Sung buy: September)

I never had to say goodbye
You must have known I wouldn’t stay
While you were talking about our life
You killed the beauty of today

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around

You never heard me break your heart
You didn’t wake up when we died
Since I was lonely from the start
I think the end is mine to write

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
People love and let go
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever's gonna slow you down

You’ll never see me again
So now who’s gonna cry for you
You’ll never see me again
No matter what you do
You’ll never see me again
So now who’s gonna cry for you
You’ll never see me again
No matter what you do

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around
Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around

You’ll never see me again
So now who’s gonna cry for you
You’ll never see me again
No matter what you do
You’ll never see me again
So now who’s gonna cry for you
You’ll never see me again
No matter what you do

Forever and ever
Life is now or never
Forever never comes around

Friday, January 11, 2008

Father and Friend


My father and I had a simple and loving relationship. He was a remarkably good man, a person of devotion and integrity, a man who understood a hard day’s work.

You will always be his little boy no matter what. He protect me, try to ease my hurts, and make everything that can better. Wishing there were more he could do, even though he has taken on so much.

I remember when I was five years old, I always wait by the window for him to return from work. When his car stopped in the drive, my mother opened the door of our house and I rushed into his arms. He would swing me up in the air and carry me inside while I babbled about my day at kindergarten. The weekends were the best time, we played football in the backyard. Or my dad and I would watch the football games together on television.

When I was eleven years old, I discovered that it was not cool to like your father. He became “the old man”. It was more important to please my friends than my parents. My mid-teens arrived and I resisted my father’s attempt to communicate with me. I went to my friends for advice. I think deep down I still admired my father but it wasn’t cool to admit it, especially to my friends. I started to loosen up with my father and our common ground was sport. We discussed the selections each week of our favorite team.

My father’s love reached out to me and I felt relieved, I knew his love was unconditional and given no matter how I had treated him. My father was the fun part of my life. I loved him and wanted to be with him. I was pleased that I was sensitive enough to realize it and I knew I had to reach out and show him how much I loved him.



Father and Friend
(Sung by: Alain Clark and father)

Oh, papa sit down, and hear my song
Oh, and if you feel like it then please sing along
No nothing that I wanna say, I haven’t said before
But to use your words, you can never be too sure
See even though I don’t always show, I’m glad that you’re around
I Said, I’m glad that you’re around

Oh, son it’s so strange, to hear and see
That someone so different is a soul like me
You may have gone right, where I would have gone left
But son, that’s alright, I will always have your back
See even though I don’t always show, I’m proud that you’re my son.

Old days, and all of the new, wanting to be like you

Every time I look at you - oh yeah - I see myself.

I’m so proud of you.
You have made me what I am – ohhh - a better man.
I’m just so proud of you.

O dad, your views in life, tell me how they came to be.

Well see, I didn’t know my father like the way that you know me.
Son, life is just too short for us to never be in touch.

So, that’s why I Wanna tell you that I love you very much.
Oh, even though I don’t always show, you know

And I want you to know that

Every time I look at you I see myself.
And I’m so proud of you
You have made me what I am – tell me that.. a better man.

I’m just so proud of you.

I’m here, and I’ll be if I can - a father and a friend.

Oooh… every time I look at you.

Every time I look at you - what you see - I see myself.
And I’m so proud of you.
You have made me what I am.
A son and a friend.

I’m just so proud of you.

You know that one day too, I’ll be walking in your shoes.

And I know that you’ll do fine, ’cause you’re a son of mine.

Oh dear papa, tell me what you’ve learned, so that I don’t get my fingers burned.

Son, you’ll see that as you go, you’ll make mistakes of your own.
But that’s ok, man, see you live and you learn.
You live and you learn.
Oooh...

Sunday, December 30, 2007

The End of A Beautiful Year


I can’t believe it. The year of 2007 is coming quickly to an end. And no one will ever be able to change what happened in it. It’s always fun to change history, but you can’t go back and change it. Thankfully this year has been passed from a personal perspective, with many beautiful moments and sweet memories.

Now I’m off to get ready to ring in the New Year with my family and a lot of friends. Tomorrow it will be a new day and a new year, and I wish all of you the best in 2008! But more important, there is a world, one world that we have lend, the same moon which shares his light and the same air that we have breathe. I will try to remember that the days and years following are the real gift...

Monday, December 24, 2007

A Winter’s Tale


I look out the window, a white frost like snow blanket covering the trees today. The days are colder now. My memories are warm and clear. I wish I was close enough to come sit by your fire, or you sit by mine. I feel us building a cocoon of warmth against the cold of winter. Our wave of our warmth persists and on a distant world. Your longing makes me long too. We would stay up half the night, sharing love. Just like we did before. Just like I imagine it did. Just as I picture it. You’re the drawing. I watch and I can see your colors are bright, are clear, are beautiful. It was only a winter’s tale, just another winter’s tale..

“Some memories never multiply, but new ones leave their trace....”


A Winter’s Tale
(Sung by: Queen)

It’s winter-fall
Red skies are gleaming - oh -
Sea gulls are flying over
Swans are floatin’ by
Smoking chimney-tops
Am I dreaming
Am I dreaming...?

The nights draw in
There's silky moon up in the sky - yeah -
Children are fantisising
Grown-ups are standin’ by
What a super feeling
Am I dreaming
Am I dreaming...?
woh-woh-woh-woh

(draming)
So quiet and peaceful
Tranquil and blissful
There’s a kind of magic in the air
What a truly magnificent view
A breathtaking scene

With the dreams of the world
In the palm of your hand

(draming)
A cosy fireside chat
A little this, a little that
Sound of merry laughter skippin’ by
Gentle rain beatin’ on my face
What an extraordinary place!
And the dream of the child
Is the hope of the man

It’s all so beautiful
Like a landscape painting in the sky - yeah -
Mountains are zoomin’ higher - mm -
Little girls scream an’ cry
My world is spinnin’ and spinnin’ and spinnin’
It’s unbelievable
Sends me reeling
Am I dreaming...
Am I dreaming...?
Oooh – it’ a bliss.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Without You


Looking back, back in time when you were here by my side. I hear a symphony, a tender melody that pushing me closer and closer to your heart. You’ve given me a true love and every day I thank you for that feelings. It’s a dream that I’ve come so far. The ups and downs were there. Friends keep telling me that this crazy loving feeling, soon it’s gonna pass.

Day by day it’s getting stronger than before. Suddenly, it all changed. You were not here, and it feels so strange. This loneliness there ain’t no hiding place. Nights get longer and colder. I can’t take another night anymore to live without you.



Without You
(Sung by: Mariah Carey)

No, I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

No, I can’t forget tomorrorow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it’s only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can’t live if living is without you
I can't live, I can’t give any more
Can’t live if living is without you
I can’t give, I can’t give any more

No, I can’t forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that’s just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows

Can’t live if living is without you
I can’t live, I can’t give anymore
I can’t live if living is without you
Can’t live, I can’t give anymore
(Living is without you)

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Careless Whisper


They were standing at sea beach. The darkness was embedded everywhere, there was no crowd. They were standing so close that they were getting to hear each other’s breathing. He looked at her for the last time and deciphering her eyes, what her eyes were trying to say.

An unexpected event was waiting for him. He held her hand and whispered ..“Listen, I know what you’re feeling now. I always tried to say I am not good but not too bad. I didn’t want to ruin your life. You cared for me and I think you still do. I never forget it. But remember, I always told you not to sacrifice like this because world doesn’t judge how much you cared for someone. It judge how much you have achieved. I promised you to keep contact with you whole life but I think it will affect our personal life. Stay always happy! Bye my beloved!..”

A silent cry was emerging from her heart. She didn’t want to stop him. Tears were dropping down one by one. She looked at the sea, waves were like dancing in front of her. The wind was blowing strongly. A careless whisper it reaches her mind that repeats until faded away.


Careless Whisper
(Sung by: George Michael)

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there’s no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find

Should’ve known better

I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes

I’m never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool

Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I’ve been given
so I’m never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind
ignorance is kind
there’s no comfort in the truth
pain is all you’ll find

I’m never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool

Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
and waste this chance that I’ve been given
so I’m never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it’s better this way
We’d hurt each other with the things we’d want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone’s gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I’m never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it’s easy to pretend
I know you’re not a fool

Should’ve known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I’m never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you

(Now that you’re gone) Now that you’re gone
(Now that you’re gone) What I did’s so wrong
that you had to leave me alone

Friday, December 07, 2007

On My Own


Sometimes I walk alone at night, when everybody else is sleeping. When I lose my way I close my eyes and pretending she is beside me. When the night is over she is gone and the river is just a river.

And now I’m all alone again, nowhere to go no one to turn to. I’m not afraid to try it on my own and I’ll live my life the way I feel no matter what I’m gonna keep it real you know.


On My Own
Sung by: Patti LaBelle and Michael McDonald

So many times
Said it was forever
Said our love would always be true
Something in my heart always knew
I’d be lying here beside you
On my own
On my own
On my own

So many promises never should be spoken
Now I know what loving you cost
Now we’re up to talking divorce
And we weren’t even married
On my own
Once again now
One more time
By myself

No one said it was easy
But it once was so easy
Well I believed in love
Now here I stand
I wonder why

I’m on my own
Why did it end this way
On my own
This wasn’t how it was supposed to be
On my own
I wish that we could do it all again

So many times
I know I should have told you
Losing you it cut like a knife
You walked out and there went my life
I don’t want to live without you
On my own
On my own
On my own
Chorus Repeat

This wasn’t how it was supposed to end
I wish that we could do it all again
I never dreamed I’d spend one night alone
On my own, I’ve got to find where I belong again
I’ve got to learn how to be strong again
I never dreamed I’d spend one night alone
By myself by myself
I’ve got to find out what was mine again
My heart is saying that it’s my time again
And I have faith that I will shine again
I have faith in me
On my own
On my own
On my own

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Lost


I thought I lost you somewhere,
but you were never really ever there at all.
I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me.

If you really love someone set her free,
If she comes back, she’s meant to be,
If she doesn’t, she never was...


Lost
(Sung by Michael Bublé)

I can’t believe it’ over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I’d only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it’s not too late
It’s not too late

’Cause you are not alone
I’m always there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
’Cause when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you’re not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you’re not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy
But you’re not
Things have seem to changed
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

’Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we’ll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
’Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you’re not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you’re not lost
I said, baby, you’re not lost
I said, baby, you’re not lost
I said, baby, you’re not lost

Monday, November 26, 2007

The Look of Love


Ever notice that there are things you will do that make perfect sense? I liked the idea that there are hundreds of ways to prove your love, yet on the scale of time, of eternity. They can last a lifetime or just a fraction of a second.

If you really want to prove that you love a woman, you should do something special for her. Something that nobody would do for her, and something that she will never forget. Making the woman you love feel like the most special person in the world. Women are easily flattered if you have the right things to say.

The look of love is saying so much more than just words could ever say...

Friday, November 23, 2007

A Walk to Remember


The wind blowing as we walked towards the beach. Her hand was warm and I locked my fingers and she leaned close to me. We were silent, she gestures to sit on the sand.

I saw the light of the moon reflecting in her eyes. My thoughts were wrapped in a cloud that floated lazily in my mind. It seemed things moved in slow motion to me. I turned to look at her face. I moved my face close to her and placed my lips and kissed her. I felt the rhythm of the sea in synchronous with the rhythm of our hearts.

The moon was still bright, we got up and started to walk to the hotel. In the dark path shaded by a canopy of bouggainvilea shrubs, I saw the light coming from the window. I turned to face her. “Let’s make this night forever... forever and ever...” I can only see her silhouette, but not her eyes. She was trying to tell me something, but I didn’t know what it was, so I just stood there, holding her hand...

Friday, November 16, 2007

Fantasy


Sometimes I fall asleep alone at night, dreaming of you on the moon. The sound of your voice, the pleasure of your laughter and my dreams are sweeter, my sleep richer, in its memory.

My world is woven with threads of you...

Friday, November 09, 2007

This Ain’t Gonna Work



I’ve seen nights without sleep, days without daylight. These memories I keep, won’t keep me warm at night. The coldest part is the heart we share. It’s breaking apart and you’re not even here to say things will get better.

We could have been happy but sometimes.. when you hold out for everything, you walk away with nothing…


THIS AIN’T GONNA WORK
(Sung by: Alain Clark)

No sign of improving
We’re like a song that just ain’t groovin’
Oh, the harder we try
The more it seems that it’s just not right

Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
Baby baby, this ain’t gonna work
Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
baby baby, this ain’t gonna work

Girl we’ve got to make some changes
We share the same bed, but we’re living like strangers
Oh and sure we get by
But if it ain’t true, then we’re livin’, we are livin’ a lie girl

Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
Baby baby, this ain’t gonna work
Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
baby baby, this ain’t gonna work

Oh if it’s up to you and me then why aren’t we dancing
Oh I wish the powers that be would work in our way
But that ain’t like it is today

Yeah and I’m really trying to feel you girl
I really wanna want you baby
I’m not trying to leave you girl
But how am I gonna stay when

Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
Baby baby, this ain’t gonna work
Ooh baby, this ain’t gonna work
baby baby, this ain’t gonna work

Don’t wanna make you feel bad, but this ain’t gonna work

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Me and my Virgo girl


She keeps her passions under a tight rein. Outwardly she may appear calm, sometimes even remote and unreachable, for the quintessential she has a serene, almost classic repose. Yet hers is one of the most conflicted signs.

Basically, she distrusts and is a little afraid of emotion. Because of this I may wonder if she is looks a bit cold. But she isn't. Her enormous capacity for loving will pour out, as from a rich treasury, once her emotions are unlocked. She particularly is often characterized as timid, evasive, reserved. This is also untrue. What she do have is self-possession, a sense of passion that is controlled by discipline.

My girl is a combination of sensuality and conservatism. As mostly other women she likes men, but she is very careful about allowing herself to become too involved with them. She fears being trapped into a long term living arrangement with the wrong man. Before she enters into a meaningful affair, she is careful to take note where the exit doors are. For her, falling in love can take a long time. She moves forward step by step, revealing the layers of her deep sensitivity, learning to trust.

She is discriminating. Rather than go out with a man who doesn’t interest her, she’ll stay home and watch a good movie. This does not mean that she thinks lovemaking is a poor substitute for a good movie. It’s just that she doesn’t mind waiting for me (the right man) to come along. I found out behind her cool facade a real woman waiting, warm and responsive. Meanwhile, her off-putting manner has served a useful purpose.

The real clue is that I know she believes in true love. When she truly loves, her inhibitions are never in control of her passions. She is not a woman I can take for granted. I must strive hard to win her, to please her, to fulfill her. If I can, I will have a partner who pays me back in lifelong dividends of love, loyalty, and happiness.

In addition to being a great relationship with her, I will probably have the kind of friendship that will last for years and years. Even if I don’t walk down the aisle together, I will share a common understanding that will transcend time and space. What better foundation could there be?

Saturday, August 11, 2007

A Real Girl



So I’m back from “la luna de miel” and while I already miss my sweet lovely girl terribly. I missed her when I was away, as she is not only beautiful to look at, but she is my constant reminder of where “the love” is.

They say never to talk about whatever you have, and I usually don’t. This particular piece of words and ideas keep coming into my head, they’ll end up on paper.

I know nobody is perfect, but my beloved is a pretty sweet part of my life. She’s an amiable, sunny human being which digging her heels in and declaring “THIS IS ME!”...

It’s certainly implying that she never pretend to be something, you get what you see. She’s just a real girl and don’t need permission from nobody else to be herself. She’s not a little girl. She know exactly who she is...


Real Girl
(Sung by: Mutya Buena)

If I had one chance to
In my life again
I wouldn’t make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows

But I don’t wanna think about
What’s gonna come around for me
I’ll just take it day by day
‘Cause it’s the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing’s ever perfect
There’s no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I’ll just keep on going
The way I’ve gone so far
And maybe I’ll end up
Tryin’ to catch a fallin star (yeah)

But I don’t wanna think about
What’s gonna come around for me
I’ll just take it day by day
‘Cause it’s the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don’t need you to understand
‘Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
‘Cause I don’t give a...
Even when I’m out of love
‘Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am