Untold Emotions

In the silence across the distances my heart still whispers. Listen to the breeze it speaks my love. When I am alone, I look into the spaces between my fingers and imagine your fingers in between mine, entwined together in love.

The air around me is still and unmoving. I must have been standing still, my face drawn and eyes unfocused. The babble of voices were lost in my ears. The faces that stared at my solitary figure passed blurred in front of me. The turbulent heart heard nothing and saw nothing.

The sadness of the distance between us and the loneliness engulfing me. The fear of losing you, the pain of rejection, the happiness of speaking to you even if we end up talking about nothing in particular for those precious five minutes.

I ask myself…
Would you care more if I was slim and not plump?
Would you care less if I wore my hair short?
Would you love me for the smile I bring to your face?
Would you love me dear for who I am and not how I look?
Would you even love me, not for a year, not for few months, not even a whole day but just for a moment?

All these emotions and many more, I am sorry, words fall short to describe how much I care about you but my affection and my sentiments are beyond those three words… “I LOVE YOU”…