My Emotions

I know… don’t know how, but I’ve got the feeling there that we wouldn’t meet at the end. After all we’ve talked about, after all what we’ve planned together, after I know her better even we haven’t meet.
But I just got a glinch that we will end up like this.
Just as a friend or a stranger not more than that...

She told me that she became confuse, not focus after her ex called her.
Crying and trying to get back with him, but he just still love her even after she cheating also on him. I really don't understand that.
Just wanted the best for her...

I wanted she to be happy, that will make me happy too even at the end she is not with me. But that will be the best, because I don't wanted to see her missreable. And that will be make me very very sad...

Yes I care for her. I like her more than just a lover!
I only wanted she to be happy. Seeing her smiling is enough for me.
No other things...

But I will let her found what is she wanted. What she think about happiness.
That's what everyone search right?
All that alive are searching what the happiness for them. Because I already found what is happiness for me, I just don't know when can I get it again. Maybe in a next life when I meet her again...

Thats why I never wishing... or hoping... more...
Why loving someone can make someone freak out?
I don’t understand...

Nothing in this world are Immortals! Only Love....